yea thats marie digby people. :3

it was at gap , wisma.

not sure how long ago it was.

Today was surely a day , im so tired thanks to the study programme

went to have sushi for lunch with cliques.

So school start from 7.30 all the way till 4.30 with short breaks during that long hours.

School was as usual today , anyway this was my first time getting so high for my maths

even though it was just a test i'm really happy with it.

i scored 13 out of 15! :D

have to save up for the up coming chalet on the 25th.

:D , so i guess im skipping my breakfast and lunch all the way till 25th.

:3

I've skipped P.E. lessons for more than one year!

haha :) , just so lazy.

but the reason that im really not participating its because i lost my P.E. pants. D:

yea and it's the last year for me , so i doubt i will be buying it.

Don't think i'm able to get into secondary five , even though if i could i would rather choose higher nitec.

School every weekdays is really wearing me out , dead on one's feet.

how i hope that singapore education system can really slow down , at least let the student rest la.

D:

can you imagine like 7.30 to 4.30.

aw oh.

Can't wait for the day to get out of springfield.

so going to get my crazy hairstyle , something that is out of the norm.

something that is sui generis.

Sometimes i really ponder on this topic , Emptiness.

I as a person , always feel empty.

what do i mean by empty?

okay here are some of the questions i want you to asked yourself.

why are you created in this earth?

what is your destiny?

what really makes you happy?

what is the real you? as in emotion wise.

by nature are you happy as a person?

what have you really achieve so far?

the question is not going to stop.

this are the question that usually flood my mind.

for years and i can't really answer them , at least some but not really wanted the outcome to be.

i guess some would stay empty forever.

not knowing what is their real purpose for being created.

well as time pass i guess everything will wear off , this thinking of mine.

its kind of silly.

you can find things to express yourself when it comes to emotion that are common , like happy , anger , sadness and disappointments.

what about emptiness?

i asked myself with a smirk on my face.

i guess nobody would be able to answer this , even i myself couldn't.

how are you going to express emptiness?

just by telling?

its not enough people.